I would love to talk to Boy 1, but he's been pretty distant, and the only way I've been able to speak to him is at work, and this I think requires a setting someplace else. I don't want to hurt him, because I do like him and care for him, but I'm also thinking that he had his chance and missed it. Boy 2 was very sweet and respectful today, and we're planning on going out again. I hope Boy 1 will stay my friend, because I do care for him, but...
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