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One of those days
May. 9th, 2007 10:41 pmI had an almost crappy day. Not a real crappy day, but one of those that hovers on the edge and makes you crave chocolate ice cream.
I went to Shopko after class to try and find a pair of pants. Walmart changed their dress code to actual uniforms and I need tan slacks or capris. Well, every pair I tried were too small, even the 16 wide. I know for a fact I am not a 16. The jeans I was wearing were a size 10! But every single pair of capris I tried on, whether they were jean or that other material that isn't cotton, none of them fit! It really depressed me, because even though I know I gained some weight, I know I'm not really that big. Almost all my pants are size 10, and I even still fit into some of my size 8. But still... I felt like a beached whale, and ended up leaving the store without getting anything else I had planned to buy.
Then at work my back was hurting really bad, and the people were nastier than usual. Most times it doesn't bother me when customers are rude or cranky. If they want to be unhappy, that's their choice. But tonight it just seemed that a lot of them were more rude than normal, and taking out their bad attitudes on me. I really wanted to just tell a couple of them to fuck off, but since I kind of like having a paycheck I held my tongue. Still, feeling like a poker was being shoved into my back didn't help any.
On the plus side, though, I got my student loan in, which means I can finally get new tires for my car. Yay! Also, my cats are too cute for words, so the day isn't too bad.
I'm going to go make some tea, take my narcotic pain pill, and go to bed. Night all!
I went to Shopko after class to try and find a pair of pants. Walmart changed their dress code to actual uniforms and I need tan slacks or capris. Well, every pair I tried were too small, even the 16 wide. I know for a fact I am not a 16. The jeans I was wearing were a size 10! But every single pair of capris I tried on, whether they were jean or that other material that isn't cotton, none of them fit! It really depressed me, because even though I know I gained some weight, I know I'm not really that big. Almost all my pants are size 10, and I even still fit into some of my size 8. But still... I felt like a beached whale, and ended up leaving the store without getting anything else I had planned to buy.
Then at work my back was hurting really bad, and the people were nastier than usual. Most times it doesn't bother me when customers are rude or cranky. If they want to be unhappy, that's their choice. But tonight it just seemed that a lot of them were more rude than normal, and taking out their bad attitudes on me. I really wanted to just tell a couple of them to fuck off, but since I kind of like having a paycheck I held my tongue. Still, feeling like a poker was being shoved into my back didn't help any.
On the plus side, though, I got my student loan in, which means I can finally get new tires for my car. Yay! Also, my cats are too cute for words, so the day isn't too bad.
I'm going to go make some tea, take my narcotic pain pill, and go to bed. Night all!
