Another day, another dollar.
May. 30th, 2013 07:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
piploverAs I was leaving work today my manager gave me a form and told me we were going to do an evaluation tomorrow. Basically, I have a feeling they're going to tell me, again, how I'm not doing my job very well and that they are putting me on probation or some other such nonsense. At this point, I'm pretty much fed up of the whole damn thing. Either let me go and stop holding my job hostage, or leave me in peace.
Honestly, it's very frustrating. I had a doctor call today to ask if he could schedule for tomorrow. I had never heard of this doctor, and when I asked him to clarify his name, I repeated it back to him to make sure I had heard correctly. He told me I had. I then transferred him to my boss, who was scheduling. She then told me that I had told her the wrong name, and that I need to clarify. I told her, as politely as I could, that I had clarified, and that he had confirmed the name I repeated. I don't know what else I could have done in that situation.
I'm so fed up with everything. I thought that leaving Amazon would be a step up, but instead I took a dollar pay cut and am actually almost more miserable than I was before. God help me, but I've even thought of going back to Amazon, though I wouldn't take a job there unless it was in HR or some other branch. There is just no way I could go back to being on the call floor.
And I really can't go back to retail. I just can't. I've had it with putting up with hateful people, and I'm not going to do it anymore. I have a BA, for pity's sake. I have an AA. I have military service behind me. I want a job that I can go to and be happy about. I want a job that, even though it will have its ups and downs, I will want to stick with because I enjoy it. I want a damn career!
Anyway, I'm wearing my blue and white polka dot dress tomorrow that I love, and I will rock red heals, and they can just kiss my ass. I'm tired of this shit.
Honestly, it's very frustrating. I had a doctor call today to ask if he could schedule for tomorrow. I had never heard of this doctor, and when I asked him to clarify his name, I repeated it back to him to make sure I had heard correctly. He told me I had. I then transferred him to my boss, who was scheduling. She then told me that I had told her the wrong name, and that I need to clarify. I told her, as politely as I could, that I had clarified, and that he had confirmed the name I repeated. I don't know what else I could have done in that situation.
I'm so fed up with everything. I thought that leaving Amazon would be a step up, but instead I took a dollar pay cut and am actually almost more miserable than I was before. God help me, but I've even thought of going back to Amazon, though I wouldn't take a job there unless it was in HR or some other branch. There is just no way I could go back to being on the call floor.
And I really can't go back to retail. I just can't. I've had it with putting up with hateful people, and I'm not going to do it anymore. I have a BA, for pity's sake. I have an AA. I have military service behind me. I want a job that I can go to and be happy about. I want a job that, even though it will have its ups and downs, I will want to stick with because I enjoy it. I want a damn career!
Anyway, I'm wearing my blue and white polka dot dress tomorrow that I love, and I will rock red heals, and they can just kiss my ass. I'm tired of this shit.