My life is boring
Aug. 12th, 2011 04:51 pmI really need to find a hobby or something. Which may be easier now that my schedule is changing. I went to a veteran's fair yesterday and looked into volunteering opportunities, so we'll see what happens.
Also looking into going back to school. I'm torn between applying for the paralegal course or trying for my Master's. If I go for the paralegal I won't have to move and can keep my job and most of my hours. But I don't know if that's what I want to invest my energy in.
If I go for my Master's I'll probably have to move, and may not be able to keep the job. And I don't know if I would be able to keep working full time while going back to school, anyway. If I don't work full time, I can't stay on chats, and I loath the phones. Ick. But it's money.
Arrrggh! This is my life. Right now I'm living in an endless loop of "Should I? What should I do? Maybe yes? Maybe? How about this?" It's exhausting, and not getting anywhere.
The only thing I do know is that I have to change something, because I'm not happy, and there really aren't that many areas of growth where I am.
Sigh.
Anyway, yeah. Other than that, I'm looking forward to a nice weekend and maybe working on some writing. I'm hoping now my schedule is changing I'll be more productive, since I usually do my best writing in the early evenings.
Take care all!
Also looking into going back to school. I'm torn between applying for the paralegal course or trying for my Master's. If I go for the paralegal I won't have to move and can keep my job and most of my hours. But I don't know if that's what I want to invest my energy in.
If I go for my Master's I'll probably have to move, and may not be able to keep the job. And I don't know if I would be able to keep working full time while going back to school, anyway. If I don't work full time, I can't stay on chats, and I loath the phones. Ick. But it's money.
Arrrggh! This is my life. Right now I'm living in an endless loop of "Should I? What should I do? Maybe yes? Maybe? How about this?" It's exhausting, and not getting anywhere.
The only thing I do know is that I have to change something, because I'm not happy, and there really aren't that many areas of growth where I am.
Sigh.
Anyway, yeah. Other than that, I'm looking forward to a nice weekend and maybe working on some writing. I'm hoping now my schedule is changing I'll be more productive, since I usually do my best writing in the early evenings.
Take care all!