Thank you to everyone
Oct. 29th, 2013 10:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
piploverI don't think I can bring myself to comment on all the lovely comments people left on my last post. I can't even really read it again. But I just wanted to say thank you, to everyone, for being there to support me and to offer all your kind words.
I'm doing... all right.
I worked Thursday and Friday last week, and went into work yesterday. I made the mistake of mentioning to one of the gals that I wasn't feeling well and was thinking of leaving early, and that I didn't really want to be there in the first place, as it was the one week anniversary of my dad's death. Still, it was keeping me busy.
Then a half hour later my boss came over and said, "So you don't want to be here?" And I was just kind of dumbfounded. She repeated herself and I was like, "It's not that I don't want to be here, but I don't feel good."
So she told me to go home.
Well, you know what, I did. I wasn't in the mood to deal with her or the others yesterday, so I left after being there an hour. And today I called in sick, because I woke up with a headache today and thought, you know what? I don't give a shit. I have the time off to cover this, so I'm taking it, and to hell with them.
So I'm home today, still in my pajamas, trying to get rid of my headache. I know I'll go into work tomorrow no matter how I feel, but for today I'm being gentle with myself and just doing what I think is best. Which I think pretty much consists of sleeping a lot, playing mindlessly on the computer, and cleaning the flat.
Oh, and I also have an interview sometime next week, time to be determined. I'm happy, because I'm so sick of working for a boss who can't seem to understand that losing a father might take more than a few days to recover from. Sigh.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know I'm doing OK, and thank you for everything. I love you all, and I'm going to try and be around more, and I promise to answer all the comments from here on out. Take care of yourselves.
I'm doing... all right.
I worked Thursday and Friday last week, and went into work yesterday. I made the mistake of mentioning to one of the gals that I wasn't feeling well and was thinking of leaving early, and that I didn't really want to be there in the first place, as it was the one week anniversary of my dad's death. Still, it was keeping me busy.
Then a half hour later my boss came over and said, "So you don't want to be here?" And I was just kind of dumbfounded. She repeated herself and I was like, "It's not that I don't want to be here, but I don't feel good."
So she told me to go home.
Well, you know what, I did. I wasn't in the mood to deal with her or the others yesterday, so I left after being there an hour. And today I called in sick, because I woke up with a headache today and thought, you know what? I don't give a shit. I have the time off to cover this, so I'm taking it, and to hell with them.
So I'm home today, still in my pajamas, trying to get rid of my headache. I know I'll go into work tomorrow no matter how I feel, but for today I'm being gentle with myself and just doing what I think is best. Which I think pretty much consists of sleeping a lot, playing mindlessly on the computer, and cleaning the flat.
Oh, and I also have an interview sometime next week, time to be determined. I'm happy, because I'm so sick of working for a boss who can't seem to understand that losing a father might take more than a few days to recover from. Sigh.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know I'm doing OK, and thank you for everything. I love you all, and I'm going to try and be around more, and I promise to answer all the comments from here on out. Take care of yourselves.