I would like to know what God I pissed off...

[piplover]

...because really, I'm kind of tired of feeling like the universe is laughing at me.

I just found out I'm almost 300$ in the hole.  This is the first time in almost a year that I have been in the hole, and I had hoped to never be here again.  Apparently the bank rearranged my charges so that what would have been a 30$ debt, which I was willing to pay, turned into this huge sucking hole.  

I get paid next Friday, which means I just have to hold out until then. No groceries, no going anywhere but work because I can't afford gas, and no talking on the phone unless I have to because I use pay as you go.  I do not want to be here again. 

And yes, I know it's my fault for willing to go into debt a little so I could pay my student loan on time, but for fuck's sake.  300$!!!!!  

Thank God I'm working 9 hours overtime this week. 

Comments

[songspinner9.livejournal.com]

Sorry, sweetie. I know the feeling. We had a week or two between when my summer school job ended and the paycheque went in (followed by fees for daughter's tutoring and medical bills for me)...we had to get really creative for gas and food there for a few days. Not fun.

[piplover.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's never easy. Whoever said money can't make you happy never had to deal with student loans, utilities, insurance and rent. At least I have a steady paycheck and a boyfriend willing to buy me cheesecake when the going gets too rough!