I miss the sunshine.

[piplover]

It's beautiful outside.  The sun is shining, it's almost 80F, and there's a gentle breeze.  And I'm stuck in a dark, smelly building. Ick.  How is anyone expected to work on a gorgeous day like this? 

I ended up leaving a bit early last night.  My back and stomach were hurting so bad I wanted to cry.   I think it's probably stress, but I woke up this morning and could barely stand up straight. I'm going to have to start using my cane again if this keeps up.  Not even the muscle relaxant and the pain pill really did anything. 

I'm hoping I can enjoy the sunshine on my break, though, and just try to accept for now.   I'm stuck here, and no matter what I do or say, I'm not getting out of it any time soon.  Being an adult sucks. 

I'm glad I have tomorrow off. I'm looking forward to taking  a nap and drinking my tea as I watch a movie and just relax.  And I'm looking forward to a hot bath tonight.  Hmmm, a hot bath. 

I hope everyone is doing well, and your day is as lovely outside as mine.  Take care!

Comments

[shirebound]

May is almost here! You're so close!

*encouraging loving hugses*

[piplover.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

I just have to hold out until May 20th. I'm going to be like the Little Engine that could. I just have to keep reminding, "I know I can make it, I know I can make it," lol.

[dreamflower]

Gorgeous weather here today, as well.

I do hope you can just hang in there sweetie! Just count the days off on a calendar or something. Remember: it's not forever, even if it feels that way at times.

[piplover.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

I have to hang in there, so I just keep telling myself, "Just until May 20th." Then I'm sooo looking forward to walking away!

Until then, I just have to be very adult, lol.

[amaraal.livejournal.com]

The weather over here is lousy. Cold, rain, then a bit sun again. But they predict summer for the next week with over 30°C = HOT! Yeah - I'm looking forward to it, too :)

Can't you go and see a doctor? I mean... or simply stay away? They'd fired you anyway, so what? Being an adult means also self responsibility. And if you can't stand it... just a thought.

Thinking of you! *hugs* and take that hot bath :)

[piplover.livejournal.com]

I have a doctor's appointment set up for the 2nd, to see if I can get a note or at the very least some anti-anxiety meds.

I am going to quit, but I have to be financially stable to do so. You don't get unemployment if you quit or your termination is directly your fault, such as simply not coming into work. In order to be able to make sure I can pay my bills and rent, I have to wait until May 20th. That's when my stocks will have vested and I can cash them, which will give me a cushion to live off until I can get a new job.

I wish it were as simple as walking away, though. It would make life a lot easier.

[amaraal.livejournal.com]

Damn. It's always the stupid money... Well, then I vote for a calender. Make crosses :) I did the same in a similiar situation and try to get some time off visiting the doctor. I hope he/she will understand.
We can simply walk away, but we also have to face the consequences. Life is hard.

*gives more hugs*

Btw: Have you seen the new gif on wtw??? Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... Kissing!