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[piplover]

I would like to apologize for my last entry. It was mean, it was unfair, and it was unjistified.
I have been going through a very stressful time these past few days, and I guess it finally just got to be too much, and I took it out on someone who did not deserve it. I will try harder from now on to not be so quick to write nasty things, even if this is my venting place.
Writing and thinking mean things is a close step behind actually doing them, and I do not want to fall into that habbit.
Thank you for your patience, and please, if you have a minute, offer up a prayer for me. I have a feeling I will need all the help I can get in the upcoming months, and whatever faith you worship, I truly believe it all comes around in the end.
Once more, I aplogise.

Comments

[rabidsamfan.livejournal.com]

Hey, you didn't fire off a profanity laced e-mail at the author, and you recognized, even in that first post, the possibility that you were being unreasonable. That's pretty good for stressed and angry. The only thing you didn't do you might have done is privacy locked the entry so that your venting went unseen by anyone but you. But venting can help a little sometimes, if it doesn't turn into a rehearsal of wrongs.

I hope you'll get a chance for a good night's sleep, even if you have to put in your earplugs to manage it. It really helps. And if your idiot first sergeant is still playing sleep dep games with you all, then start counting to twenty every time you would normally count to ten. You're a good person, and I'm rooting for you!

[piplover.livejournal.com]

Thank you! That means a lot to me. I actually wanted to privacy lock the darn thing, but I'm terribly stupid when it comes to computers, and have no clue how to. It's probably something staring me right in the face, too, sigh.
As for the sleep dep, I am taking a sleeping pill tonight, damn them all, and if anyone calls during the night to wake me up at three in the morning, I'll just tell them I didn't hear the phone ring because of the medication I was taking.
Hopefully it works, as I have machine gun range tomorrow. Won't that be fun.
*BIG HUG!*
And thank you once more for being so supportive.