I would like to know what God I pissed off...

[piplover]

...because really, I'm kind of tired of feeling like the universe is laughing at me.

I just found out I'm almost 300$ in the hole.  This is the first time in almost a year that I have been in the hole, and I had hoped to never be here again.  Apparently the bank rearranged my charges so that what would have been a 30$ debt, which I was willing to pay, turned into this huge sucking hole.  

I get paid next Friday, which means I just have to hold out until then. No groceries, no going anywhere but work because I can't afford gas, and no talking on the phone unless I have to because I use pay as you go.  I do not want to be here again. 

And yes, I know it's my fault for willing to go into debt a little so I could pay my student loan on time, but for fuck's sake.  300$!!!!!  

Thank God I'm working 9 hours overtime this week. 

Comments

[icarusancalion.livejournal.com]

Oh man. Is this like my overdraft charge thing, where I could go to the bank, point to the fact that I never bounce checks, and get the charges forgiven? My bank did that for me once.

[piplover.livejournal.com]

I wish it were. Unfortunately, for a while I was living in the hole. I went under about 500 and it was a never ending cycle while I was in school. I only just crawled out around November last year, and have been trying very hard to keep out of it. But I took bereavement leave for a day when my Grampa died to help my mom, and since I'm only seasonal I didn't get paid for it. I hope that if I'm really good, don't buy groceries or spend any money other than on bills and gas next paycheck, I'll be all right. I just have to keep reminding myself that it will get better.