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[piplover]

I hate my job, I hate my life, I hate the fact that I won't see my fiance for probably a year. I hate they are deploying me right before Christmas, and that we'll probably be over there for a year. I hate that no one on my team likes me, and makes no qualms against telling me. I hate that I can't seem to do anything right, and that I'm slower and weaker than everyone else.
I hate my life!
I'm miserable right now, depressed, and just want to fall off the face of the earth. My computer is slowly self-destructing, I can't even write, and this day isn't going to end soon enough.
I feel like I'm going to have another breakdown, but even if I do, it won't change anything.
I just wish everything was over right now.

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[shirebound]

*sigh* Having met you, I can honestly say that you are one of the most fun, delightful, creative, wonderful people I've ever met. I'm so angry that the folks in your life don't appreciate you!!! Grrrrr.

*hugging you as tightly as I can*