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[piplover]

I hate my job, I hate my life, I hate the fact that I won't see my fiance for probably a year. I hate they are deploying me right before Christmas, and that we'll probably be over there for a year. I hate that no one on my team likes me, and makes no qualms against telling me. I hate that I can't seem to do anything right, and that I'm slower and weaker than everyone else.
I hate my life!
I'm miserable right now, depressed, and just want to fall off the face of the earth. My computer is slowly self-destructing, I can't even write, and this day isn't going to end soon enough.
I feel like I'm going to have another breakdown, but even if I do, it won't change anything.
I just wish everything was over right now.

Comments

[shirebound]

*sigh* Having met you, I can honestly say that you are one of the most fun, delightful, creative, wonderful people I've ever met. I'm so angry that the folks in your life don't appreciate you!!! Grrrrr.

*hugging you as tightly as I can*

[hiyacynth.livejournal.com]

Very sorry you're so blue. Sounds just god-awful stressful and depressing. Hang in there.

*books the emergency suite at the Inn at Crickhollow; requests that cute sweet cabana boy of a Took*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say.

I'm sure you want no sympathy from a stranger...a child at that!

But I'll give you a hug all the same, because it seems like you need one! *huuuuuuuuge hug!*

I'm so sorry you're feeling down. WOuld ice cream make it a little better?

[gayalondiel.livejournal.com]

*hugs you so tightly*

[sila-lumenn.livejournal.com]

Sweetie, you are one of the kindest, funniest, craziest, nicest people I've ever met. Please don't let TPTB make you feel like less of a wonderful person than you truly are. How dare they! If I could, I'd come over there and kick some brass butt!

Hang tight, Hon. We love you.

*extra tight Pip hugs*

[azur-infinie.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad and that people you have to spend lots of time with are making you feel that way. I feel silly for saying it, but since I don't know you all I can say is that it takes a warm and kind person to write stories like you do, and it seems to me that a lot of people think you're really great. I'm sending some moral support your way, if it helps! And wishing you all the best with everything else... *hugs*

[rosiegardener.livejournal.com]

(((((piplover)))) Alas I haven't met you yet, but my dear friend pippinswolf has and I know that you are a wonderful person. I sensed that even before. Your stories are great, you have such an enourmous talent. Don't let people make you feel bad. I know it must be hard for you not to see your fiance for a long time, but he still loves you and you don't know yet if fate does not decide differently and maybe everything will change for the better. There's always hope ! Please stay on Earth, you'd be missed otherwise...

[gtaotaku.livejournal.com]

(((((((piplover))))))))

Please don't be miserable, I know life is really down at the moment, but try to focus on what good things there are as well. I bet if you looked you might find that there are people on the team that like you, even if they don't show it as often as they could, and try not to get down about the people that don't, their loss if you ask me ^_^

It's pretty bad that they're deploying you right before Christmas, but that's a long way off yet, things might change.

Not sure what to suggest about the computer, except standing well back when the self destruction takes place (That sounds like it's gonna be nasty)

Have another hug *Hugs*